at wsu (sip) shit we're jammin to guitars, this is lame im gonna go dance, peace nuckazzzszzzzz

holy crap pre calc is hard i am in over my head

wow bcc is awesome but the hw really sucks haha but its really different from highschool

gotta love those times when everythings going good

all the real shits gone in this world

past all the crap there's always another pile

life is a reality show its not real anymore

all we are are buttkissers

heres to the night that makes everything feel allright

fuck the police

i'm not stupid i just don't learn like you

you messed up real piece of shit

Date:	2005-08-05 20:11
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sore

i just went on an 11 mile hike up rattlesnake ridge and could see seattle from the top of it

Date:	2005-08-05 13:32
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	sore
Music:	random stuff

wow moving is alot of work, now i know why movers want $2000 to do it for you. i just hooked up my computer and im settling in snoqualmie, its really hot up here. i dont know what to call myself..a snoqualmian or snoqualmarian or snoqualmiate hmm... well i'm gonna go climb a mountain or something. maybe its snoqualmish...

my dad is so bad at driving a 26 foot truck

moving dayyyy

fuck moving, i like it here, when i move my friends are coming with me

Date:	2005-07-13 19:04
Subject:	moving sooner than i thought
Security:	Public
Mood:	high
Music:	none other than dilated peoples

we sold our house yesterday and i realized again that im moving at one of the happiest times in my life. now the people that bought our house, a young couple with one child, want to move in earlier than we had planned on moving out. we have to be moved into an apartment in snoqualmie and out of our house by august 10th. i'll be gone from the 6th to the 13th at malibu which means that i will be coming home to a new home far away from home. i won't even be able to celebrate my 17th birthday with my friends because i'll be gone by then, its august 12th if you care to know. sigh, it really sucks.

so im back, this place is boring. all people do is work everyday all day. i'm bored out of my mind.

Date:	2005-07-08 09:14
Subject:	costa rica
Security:	Public
Mood:	refreshed
Music:	reggaeton mix from costa rica

was a blast i got to ride horses, fish and swim and surf and snorkle in the carribean, go to hot springs, see water falls, see the jungle and live in it, watch sea turtles lay eggs, go to rasta town, go on aerial trams through the forest canopy, and lots of other things. the hotels i stayed in were unbelievable. one was only accessable by boat and was right in the jungle, another was right on the carribean, and one more was on the side of a live volcanoe. The weather was perfect. i had a blast there.

Costa ricaaaaaa. I will be leaving in 24 hours to the sunny south and there i will meet my latin lover and we'll have 12 babies, they may be hairy but they will be good at being lazy. Then i will swim to New zealand where i will fly with the kiwi. But first i have to get my hundred bucks smugggling turtle eggs back to the northwest. Then i will go on my endless summer adventure. Sigh like sigh. i'm gonna get soggy groggy. who's gonna drop a match on a chicken with me? I had a dream the other night where i made oreos in south africa. I'm gonna travel the world as much as possible in my life right now and keep a journal where u can all read my crazy experiences. THis is aN EnTry wiTh AdD. live life unmedicated...for awhile. Don't forget to use ur frontal lobe.

ive never been backstabbed before and boy does it suck. im just gonna go ride my bike or something because if i beat his ass he might be smart and sue or soemthing stupid like that.

Date:	2005-06-19 23:47
Subject:	serious rawr
Security:	Public
Mood:	smash
Music:	underground shit

my mom just came in and was like u need to do ur work and be responsible (blah blah)and i was like ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok. get off do your math and go to bed. im not goin to, i just got in her face, not smart, and said u dont know me you dont understand me, really stupid, but i cant take it any more, she flipping pisses me off, just let me live my life the way i want to im not hurting anybody and im not doing anything freaking wrong. what the heck. goddd. i swear when im in costa rica, im gonna ditch my group and just stay there and travel through south america, hitch hike and stuff, im just rambling, but i hate america its so freaking uptight, well the parents are, i dont even care, if i was anything else than conservative my parents would kick me out of my house and my brother would beat me up, i should just be liberal to piss them off, i really am nothing, i voice my own opinions for every issue, im max. screw this.

so everyday has been even more laid back this week, while all my other friends are stressing out, i'm just relaxing and taking it slow. i really enjoy that, sometimes i just sit around and think and it feels great. what i mean is that i dont study for things and i get good grades, i dont do my hw until the last night or even until lunch. i never used to be like this but more and more i come to realize that i dont really like homework or my classes. i mean i want good grades, but i have other more important things in life, i have lots of self discipline but i only use it for the right things. dont worry i dont have any grades lower than a B. i also realized this week that im going to costa rica in 18 days... wow if i think im relaxed now im going to be in heaven there! i will be having fun for 10 days. its great. sigh...sigh...sigh....

Date:	2005-06-05 23:16
Subject:	this weekend
Security:	Public
Mood:	content

what did i do?..........friday i hung out at jordans with a bunch of people then we went down to syre then i went to auni's to go work at the dance, it sucked. then i came home and slept. saturday i was woken up by my brother and his girlfriend and i went to the pancake haus with them. then i drove myself to bellevue community college to register for classes next year. then i went to holly's b-day party at embassy suites. then sunday i woke up too my brother spooning with me at 6 and ended up staying like that until 11 when i forced myself up to go mow lawns. we slept together because we are working in his room getting it ready because our house goes for sale in 3 weeks. then i went to record our spanish movie in the rain at klahaya. then i hung out with jeremy and went to boeing creek. i stayed at boeing creek for awhile an then left to mikes to watch a movie. then from the movie a bunch of us: mike, jeremy, steph, brianna, leasha, and some other people went to compline at st. marks. and here i am a little tired and a little restless.

so i haven't written as much as i planned on lately not because im lazy, but because my parents searched through it and read alot of personal stuff. i really dont want to talk to them anymore or be around them. but yeah thought i'd update u on that.

this weeks kinda sucky, i haven't slept much and im just so restless. working at klahaya was great though, we watched van wilder and officespace because nobody ever came to the pool. but i still find myself day dreaming in class, the only class i enjoy and actually pay attention in is world studies. but math is the funnest by far because we dont do anything, just watch movies and party. um idk what to write, but i am feeling a little bummed. i wanna get out of my house, later guys.